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"Poems"
by Phoenix

The Reason Why By Phoenix

So many times it gets to me Life Its pains and misery Disappointments and despair Yet I never give up Haven't surrendered People wonder why What can I tell them? Could they understand? I keep going because of you Your arms welcome me when I come home Keep me safe from the outside world Shelter from the storm Your eyes brighten the darkness Promise a better future Light the way Your laughter eases the pain A salve for all wounds No suffering can escape such joy Your faith sustains mine Strong enough to conquer all Holding firm no matter what

And when you love me I am made whole again Complete Healed Who can understand this When so few have ever truly loved? You are my compassion My hope

My heart My beauty My soul Beyond society Past its foolish rules I have found a reason Every day I live I live because of you Apply to the pairing of your choice. I do.



Shelter By Phoenix

The world won't accept us Calls our love wrong Insults what we feel Considers us fair game Fear could rule our lives Hatred could darken our hearts Yet it will never happen Together we have shelter A place of peace Safe from bigots Hypocrisy And stupidity Together nothing can hurt us We are invincible Strong against all adversity They might call us wrong Or even worse things But this doesn't feel wrong We have what they only dream of We share something sacred and special A love so deep it shelters us

In its light We are forever safe



Pleasure By Phoenix

Consuming fire Driving out thought Casting out doubts A burning need that drowns the body A simple glance igniting passion A gentle caress consuming the flesh Moaning With desire Writhing In ecstasy Sweating As you work my body Begging For your touch Needing You inside me so bad Wanting Your domination Don't ask where that one came from. I'm not even sure.



Submitting By Phoenix

Tied up Tied down Bent over Bent back Chains Leather Silk Satin Pain and pleasure dancing a razor's edge You say you own me You say I'm yours And I don't fight you But it's you who comes to me You who needs You who looks at me with raw craving in your eyes It's me you can't do without My touch you desire Not the other way around But I do love you So I submit To be bound To be collared Because it is you who are really bound By ties stronger than steel I own you I control you You just don't know it yet.



Hey! I told you I was strange!



Wrong By Phoenix

This is wrong Oh how many times have I heard that? That simple declaration From closed minds Closed hearts But not closed mouths So wrong to love you So wrong to need you So wrong to have given you my heart and soul But it doesn't feel wrong When you hold me When you love me When we kiss I sleep cuddled and safe Your smile warms my day Your laugh lifts my spirit Everything about you Your simple existence Makes my life better How can that be wrong? It's alright to hate, But wrong to love? Then I will be wrong All my life If it means I can be wrong with you.



Dance By Phoenix

I love the way we dance You touch me Leading the way Showing me what you want A touch to my shoulders And your hands slip down Making me moan A touch to my hips And your hands push out Making me hot You sway back And I know where you're going My legs hit the bed And you let me fall Covering me with yourself The music still has you Moving you with its rhythm Your legs spreading my thighs on the upbeat Your hands pinning mine on the downbeat Our bodies heat up in time with the band Faster and faster the music moves We keep time You're on me In me Surrounding me with fire Deeper as the music reaches its final movement Harder as it conceals our cries Then you touch me and I can stand no more Calling your name I feel you follow me Together with the music we fall into silence Sated and tired But I love the way we dance

First Time By Phoenix

I'm afraid It's my first time But you're so confident Knowing I need that My trembling eases Soft silk and steel encircle my wrists The click of the cuffs sealing Trapping me Starts the trembling again You whisper soft words Sounds Soothing me Running a gentle hand along my back Do I need to stop? Oh no But I've been hurt before Trust betrayed Some memories die hard I know you love me I know you need this So I want it too We begin again The bond we share growing As trust is earned Love proven true Desire turning molten Pain and pleasure blending Indistinguishable Taking us over the edge together Forever



I wonder about love. by Phoenix

Such a free thing to be so confined Tied up or is it down? By others' rules, restrictions, limits. By people shouting, yelling, screaming By those who don't know what it is. Such an indefinable thing to be so defined Locked in or is it locked up? By words, dictionaries, lies By static ideas, stagnant hearts, decaying souls By those who have never truly felt what it is. I wonder about love. How limitless it is. With nothing to stop it. It acknowledges no boundaries, No edges, no confines. It soars in all true hearts, Pure souls, Good people. Love lets nothing stand in its way. Love tears across the lines man has made, Destroying the darkness with its light And shattering the lies justifying darkness. Yes, I wonder about love. Why do people try so hard to deny it? To say that one love is right and another wrong? To use hate in the name of love? Why do people fear it so? Can no one see? Has no one felt? Does no one know? Love. So I wonder. About its majesty. Glory. Joy. Heat. For you see, I have felt love. It's unconditional. Makes you whole And you didn't even know you weren't. It warms the coldest soul. Revives the deadest heart. Eases the deepest pain. Fills all parts of your being Leaving no room to hate. In all the world, only love truly matters. Not who you love. Not how you love. Only that you really love. I wonder With such beauty, Such peace, Such acceptance Available, I wonder, Why do people hate when they can love?



Feel the Burn By Phoenix

Hatred To feel the burn is not to be consumed by it. Fear To feel the cold is not to be frozen by it. Despair To feel the emptiness is not to be swallowed by it. The choice is always there. Right or wrong. Light or dark. Which will you chose? Which side will you take? Life or Death? Love or Hate? So easy to give in and give up. So easy to surrender your soul. Surround yourself in the power of the mob No thought needed No effort required It is easy to give in to the burn. Hatred feels so overwhelming so right sometimes There is no effort, no pain, and it feels so strong. Heat instead of warmth Power instead of pain Mindless destruction instead of exhausting creation Give in, Give up, Give out. Feel the burn of your humanity dying Feel the death of your soul Go on. Hate. I bet you can tell I was pissed when I wrote that one.



Breaking by Phoenix

How often can something break Before there can be no more healing? How many times can wounds be reopened Before the scars run too deep? How much pain can a person take Before they become lost in it?



Please Lover by Phoenix

Please lover I need you Deeper Harder Faster Take me Claim me Make me yours I want you So deep Fill me Thrust again just like that I can take it Yes Again please Oh please lover More Don't leave me like this Aching For you Hot For you Oh more lover Please Make me beg Whimper Moan Always worth it To have you there Inside me Moving Farther and farther in Each time You mark me as yours Penetrated Pinned Panting Oh please lover Pleasure Pain Wanting Needing Begging For your touch Caress Flesh Loving me Owning me Willingly yours Oh God Lover Please Please Please Take me. Betrayed by Phoenix Ravaged Bleeding Broken Agony Heart torn open Soul shattered Scars revealed Is this what you meant? Is this what you wanted? Tying me to you? Giving me hope? Showing me light? Taking it all, so fragile, and then crushing smashing destroying me till there is nothing left. Leaving me falling falling into forever darkness.



Need by Phoenix

Hungry Needy Fill me Inside Pumping Thrusting Burning Aching Fiery Friction Pleasure Whimpering Surrendering Giving Taking Yours Possessed Owned Wanting Harder Faster Sweating Screaming Moving Needing Needing Always More



I was trying to use just one word per line. I'm working on one that has just one adjective per line and that is all.



I'm Not By Phoenix

I'm not perfect. I make mistakes Open my mouth without thinking Jump before looking Disappoint you at every turn I'm not beautiful I have scars Flaws and mars Uneven skin Blemishes I'm not smart I misjudge Trust when I shouldn't Believe too much Figure things out long after you I'm not what you say So why do you love me? Why would someone like you Put up with someone so not perfect?



You Are By Phoenix

Not perfect? How can you say that? Your touch calms my temper A simple smile wipes out the day's tensions Our house is filled with laughter Joy and light And it wasn't I who did it When things seem the worst You find the silver lining When I'm going to give up You inspire me to continue Beauty and grace would be jealous of you Such is your appearance and bearing The faith you have in people Keeps me from quitting In all things you bless me Without you my existence is empty In all my life Only you are perfection



Do you get the feeling I am a hopeless romantic under all this cynical stuff? These two poems are companions. One an answer to the other. Hope I managed to get that clear.



Afraid By Phoenix

This whole love thing has me confused And afraid The idea of trusting you with my heart It has me shaking Letting you in Giving myself over It didn't work out before How do I know this time will be different? I don't want to hurt anymore But when you look at me The way your eyes light up It's not anything I've seen before Something so deep is reflected there How could I possibly be worthy of it? Now I'm even more afraid What if I don't feel the same? What if this is a mistake? How am I supposed to know for sure? Faith is so hard Believing you even harder But I need to Everything in me cries to be with you And hope is fighting to crowd out the fear Please be worth it Please don't betray me I'll willingly give you all I am Surrender to you completely If you'll only make it so I'm no longer Afraid



Taken By Phoenix

You say you want me What's that to me? So you want me Is that supposed to mean something? I'm not some piece of furniture You don't just walk up and claim me If I'm going to be taken I'll decide who does it It's not up to you This my heart we're talking about Not some prize in a raffle You want me? Maybe you'll get me But you'll earn it Prove yourself Try Work for it And I'll let myself be Taken Attitude can be a wonderful thing.



Touch By Phoenix

A caress Feather light Gentle Along my skin Over sensitive areas Causing me to ache for more Beg for more A grinning, lust-filled gaze is my answer Lips replace hands Roving, nipping heated flesh A wet tongue draws whimpers Leather bites skin As the tension becomes unbearable Desire making me fight The pain driving the pleasure higher Sensation stealing thought Silencing words And all you did was Touch Oh don't look at me like that.



Molten By Phoenix

I'm burning So hot Like lava running in my veins Melting my resolve Turning my will to ashes Every inch of my flesh needing you To relieve the fire consuming me To quench the flames of desire Passion come to life Turning reality Molten



Now that everyone is totally traumatized..I'm off to lurkerdom.

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